My Apology.

"Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered."
So, starting over... I AM happy for you... I might not of showed it but I do mean it.
It took me a little while to realize that you really do love him... and your right.. who am I to tell
you about your OWN relationship... BUT I did not! Do what your assuming I did.. I will apologize for being a horrible person towards you and him.. and I apologize for not being a friend and supporting you.. BUT I REFUSE to apologize to that... I just can't apologize to something that was assumed... I DIDN'T had any wrong intentions... I swear! As god is my witness.. If I could take it back... I WOULD... I never meant for it to go on like this..
I was immature making a blog about this.. and I'm glad you said something... I didn't turn the tables... I was sooo angry for you to say that to me... Money is never an issue to me... meaning it could never come between me and my family or friends... I just never thought it was such a big deal... BUT your probably saying its not the money issue.. its a TRUST one... I wouldn't of jepardized our trust if I knew this was the end result...
All i wanted to say was... I am sorry.. for not being there for you to support you and him
I am sorry for always getting on your nerves... I am sorry for being a bitch to him too.. I am sorry to him as well.. you probably don't care now.. but, I will always be here for you... if you ever need me... I STILL have your back.. and even YOUR front... If you fall, I'll be there to help you up... If you cry, I'll cry with you... when your happy, I'll be happy for you... If you struggle, I'll wiggle you out... You might have a different opinion of me because of this.. and thats ok.. everyone is entitled to having an opinion.. but mine will remain the same...
You are still my sister...
Thank you.. for always being there for me.. I know if I didn't have you... I probably wouldn't be here right now...
Take care... and if you can move on.. so will I... But if you need me.. I'm there.